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Showing posts with label Charlie Alexander Beaumont. Show all posts
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101 of Psychosis

101 of Psychosis

Photo by  Elijah O'Donnell  on  Unsplash So just had another episode, or this may be your first. It's time to take a step back, the first thing you need to know don't dwell on the past. Yeah, you painted the walls with mayonnaise and you walked into the Olive Garden thinking you're famous or maybe you had a horrible time and everything that you stood for got shaken into another world. After all, you weren’t in reality. Here is a bit of history for you, back in the Victorian times, Psychiatrist were called alienist because they thought mental illness had alienated you from yourself. In the spirit of keeping things historical, Your Psychosis wasn't you, it was your alien. You didn't do that your alien did that. You have to come to terms with the fact that you cannot change being mentally ill. The disorder exists within you. It has done and it will always be there in some way or another. Psychosis isn't a personality disorder, You can't have therapy for thi

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Wish I never made

Wish I never made

Dear Diary, I am so upset in my life. It’s only been a year since I made this deal and yet everything I’ve dreamt of has made me so upset. I dreamed of beauty, and they stowed it upon me; I dreamed of love and to be cherished, again this was given to me. I wished for a fantastic career, and yet again they found my job to be as exciting as a baby discovering the unknown world that they’ve been born into. I do not want to seem ungrateful Diary but please take back these gifts you’ve given me. The beauty that I appeared so to desire, people no longer see my personality; they are just taken with my looks. The loved one that you bestowed upon me is scaring me. He loves me Solely for my looks; he does whatever I say; however; I wanted someone to talk to, keep me company, explain things to me and understand me; he doesn’t. Instead, he bends the knee and agrees with all that I say, even the most stupid of things. I wanted an intellectual conversation to stimulate my mind. Instead, I got nothin

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A quiet drive

A quiet drive

Photo by  Gustavo Spindula  on  Unsplash Your obsessive trait. Is what sometimes makes you great A mirror your weapon  Your driving not great Ops, another mistake There goes that person’s gate People crossing is a chore BEEP BEEP and I’m yours  Bouncing off my car There goes another child I must admit I’m wild Now my mirror is filled with blue I really am through Behind bars On a water fast Clearly not my fault Being brought to court The judge is a sort Reading how I plead Me getting on my knees Begging to be free I’m off again now, people my new surround-sound Bars of the door, showing teeth marks galore I wish I wasn’t poor So I could have paid the bail, Instead, I'm asking for the pail

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Lord of Time

Lord of Time

Photo by  Aron Visuals  on  Unsplash You turned away from me. And all of a sudden the world changed. My life is not the same. Wifi in the sky, connected to on the fly. Techno boom, what is really true. You thought it all through. So much has changed, my life insane Time is of the essence, so much to be done we no longer need to run it’s never quiet because of ongoing triumph Ever so changed, in the way we display Marketing tools, at fingertips  Visual impairment, no longer to be stared at. Our very instinct now is to follow the crowd Our basic tools replaced and handed to fools Can no longer use them as they bring confusion Because they are not LED-lit, or bright with resolution. But it's all has a price, and we didn’t think twice You're now “running out” People shout I’m not done with you yet Yet you are done with us What will happen is a great confusion  It’ll be more than an intrusion  What is clear We will disappear.

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Death Unknown

Death Unknown

Photo by  Elijah O'Donnell  on  Unsplash If I smile for you, will you wake? If I cry for you, will you tell me this is all a mistake? If I stop you, will you hold my hand? Suicide is the plan I sit here dreaming of what could have been What will you say to me? Is this all a dream? Will you ever know what you mean to me? If you look for this idea, You will forever find it clear As looking into a mirror You will find the terror Not what you see but that which you believe

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Little did I know

Little did I know

Photo by  Avi Richards  on  Unsplash What little did I know,  you make quite the show, One of a connection, Another in my direction, What little did I know, I find you now brittle and broken, Repugnant and open, It's something of a token, To show your not well-spoken, In the art of reproach, What little did I know, That you lazily crave those of whom do not path the way, Art is a science of the mind, created by those who are divine, You look for those who are mistaken, you may only get taken for a ride, I see how you do, and I want you to improve, This eye is trained for clues, If you could see inside my head, your disapproval would be your undo Creating a movement of what can only be called an improvement, However, you are not refined, practice takes time. You are going to make a motion, it may not rock the ocean, But in time you will become divine.

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Bitch

Bitch

Your mouthpiece of manipulation Tangled in your own dictation Thrust into literation Your literation will be mistaken As an act of great exaltation In the way it is mistaken If you were sharper, you’d have more creation It is not me, but your maker That angers you and puts you into this alteration Loving you is hard to do The words don’t stop and neither do you You are taken with your own dilation On my very creation why was I awakened to deal with this mistakenness

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A Fellow Gay

A Fellow Gay

Photo by  yoav hornung  on  Unsplash Tight bodied and cream of the crop does nothing but make your jaw drop If I was one of you I’d make a pit stop, to show off what I got  You want to find a top Well, you might find a lot Doesn’t matter what you got Twinks and otters, drag queens in totters We got the lot Look at the way we dance We’ll put you in a trance  Pulling together, getting wet whenever You’ll think you're in France by the way we prance

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Formication — What is it and why do I have it

Formication — What is it and why do I have it

Photo by  Zach Lezniewicz  on  Unsplash F ormication is a  psychosis  where the person experiences tactile hallucinations. These tactile hallucinations take place on the body in the form of bugs. This psychosis is unique and can lead to delusions, where the person believes that they have been infected with insects. I have these experiences; they’re very distressing to me. It’s not just that you feel an insect crawling across you. It’s also the belief these insects can hurt you. Maybe they’ll be crawling in your ears; perhaps they’re crawling in your heart. If you google formication, you will find heaps of people asking why they are experiencing these hallucinations, and the answer is usually anxiety. They should check these feelings out by with the GP and any scratches that the problem has caused you. Psychosis If you want to know what psychosis is  click here . However, if you would like to know more about psychosis and how to deal with experiences of psychotic episodes  click here .

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Lust or Love

Lust or Love

Photo by  Tyler Nix  on  Unsplash My feelings for you grow stronger I can hide them no longer A string between us A line in the sand  What I want from you I can’t have If this was hunger, I would forever wonder  When the fire falls from the clouds, a lighter is does not shine brighter If I was one with you, you’d forever be hurting If you lust for me. Trust in me  The truth will set you free, For me, it brings heartbreak or you on your knees A brisk walk and I’m yours, the love between us shows no rights Your height is wrong, I want your dong Picking you up, I see our eyes touch You say you miss my cleft chin, but you never remember your own lies I see what you like and think I’m not right If you want this hand, you better be a better man. Reality makes a pair, your heart is in the right place, just I despair You make sense In my life just, not in the way we both think A hand in the right place is, is what I feel.  But our hands don’t connect. Lust is luck with a few steps in the direc

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Smelly Dog

Smelly Dog

Photo by Charles 🇵🇭 on  Unsplash You are a man’s best friend, You also stink to no end, I waste my money, Giving you toys’ that taste like honey Where will this ridiculousness end? You roll in poo, So you smell like “wee yoo ” It’s not funny, I’m running out of money, To spend on your smelly end. Incredibly clever , but eats shoes whenever, Spitting them up, what a mucky mutt, Raise you from a puppy, It’s the reason you're so lucky, You bossy thing, Stop whining. Food on a plate is a challenge to some, But for you, it is just a bowl full of fun I never meant to love you this much, You're lucky you're more than a mutt. Bent on destruction, The only thing stopping you is something with suction, Complaining all the time, You know I love to whine But you take a whole other direction.

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Costume of life

Costume of life

We all wear faces, We all wear masks, Some of us viewed as a verse, Whether they see us as weak or see us as strong, Our outfits do no wrong. Protection is a direction that we all take, For many, this outfit comes with a cape, A cape is strong, a cape is weak, but it protects what’s underneath. October is the time we may all seek, To show what persona we want to be at our peak, This is not wrong, this is not right, The world we see is more than a fright. The 31st is one of these dates, No one else will ever create, We dream of witches; We dream of wizards, We get a glimpse into what life isn't. We'll hide behind masks, It doesn't matter your name, What you do, or even your fame We look at those that we cherish, And wonder what hides under that blemish. Is it pain or anger that we all share, That hides our very despair, Under these costumes, we do not fright, For their not living, they’re our lives. I hope this poem has brought yo

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The Cake Shop - Story time with Charlie

The Cake Shop - Story time with Charlie

Photo by Kelly Neil on  Unsplash A steel door closes behind the young man as he whimpers to himself. ‘I was never meant to be here,’ As he looks around the cold freezer, he realises that his capturers own a cake shop. He looks for more cues, that will, hopefully, tell him more about the reason he has they have taken him. The cakes are all freshly made, apart from one. On a shimmering metal stand, with mesh to support the cakes adored it, he found a cue. The cake was in a box, a box that had a name on it. “The velvet dome”. He knew where he was; He was in Piccadilly Circus. He had been into this cake shop before. A kind Japanese lady worked behind the counter, and he always remembered the smell of freshly made icing. He didn’t know how long he would be there, fear that it could take days for him to see sunlight again. His thoughts turned to who his capturers could be. Was the lovely Japanese lady actually not so lovely. Was she the one that had put him here, and if so, why? His thou

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How the internet affects your identity

How the internet affects your identity

The internet. We mostly live in it. We wake up, check our Facebook profile or Instagram page, and as we turn over, we see our loved one doing the same. We go to work where most of us will be glued to a screen for most of the day while checking our device. Even things you didn’t know was a social media experience are now. So what do you mean the internet affect my identity? I hear you say. Well, dear reader let me explain. See your social media is fragmenting the way you imagine yourself. For example, all the cool young kids are on Instagram, so there you’ll want to be received as young and on-trend. Whereas on Facebook you have all your work colleagues and there you can’t be posting drunk selfies of yourself holding that kebab on the toilet at 5 am. It’s a hilarious picture, but you don’t feel that your boss and aunt Jean would feel the same. That is where you are splitting yourself, and this is where your consumer identity comes into play. See Facebook knows you, knows

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We're Moving!

We're Moving!

Today is a sad day, but also a happy one. We're moving to a new domain with a new name will be The Oracle Media. This means we don't sound like a bloody boy band anymore. It also means that we can bring you more personal content than before.  Our new logo is below: We'll still bring you the content you know, just under a different name with a different logo, at a different address.

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Hearing voices and how to deal with them

Hearing voices and how to deal with them

Voices, the word that people shy away from telling you because they fear your reaction. Voices are hard to deal with, whether they be internal or external, or whispering or across the room. Some people love them, but most find them scary. Whether you think they’re the devil or believe, they can see the future, they’re not an experience most people get.  My friend hears them all the time, but I luckily only hear them when I’m ill. Mine are both cross the room and whispering. They usually lead to delusions. So what advice can I give you? Well, that depends. Are the voices brief, or are they prolonged? If they are fleeting, just take a deep breath, kindly ask the person you're with to stop speaking. I know it can cause distress but say to yourself, these voices are not real, I know they’re not real. If they still continue, go to the bathroom and drink a glass of water. Focus on the water, ask yourself questions about the water. For example, feel the cold (or warm) water run do

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Psychosis: psyche, soul and mind

Psychosis: psyche, soul and mind

[full-post] Psychosis, commonly referred to as a loss of reality. And doctors around the world can't decide what qualifies you for having it. Do we refer to the DSM-5 or the ICD 11? Does borderline psychosis count? What about schizotypal? Is it derived from a personality disorder, or can it be standalone? Why are people so scared of this psychosis? So many questions go thoughts through my head, is that normal? Am I normal? Psychosis affects 6% of the population. Some people that have it may never know that they have had it, and some will be moved into other care. My diagnosis is schizophrenia, I was first diagnosed at 19. It was all strange to me; I knew of schizophrenia, I just didn’t believe I had it. I wasn’t like the other I insisted. My friends were all terrified for me, and they too didn’t know what was happening. A lot of them now have left my life, mainly because they did not understand what I was going through. I wouldn’t talk, I’d just sit there. Staring at nothing, all

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Top 135 on FeedSpot for books - B&G News

Top 135 on FeedSpot for books - B&G News

This blog made it to the top 100 list on FeedSpot for books. We're 123 (don't ask me how that works, but I'm happy with it!). We're not even a month old, and we're being recognised. Thank You! In other news, we've started a Facebook , Instagram and Twitter pages. So you can get the latest posts pushed to your phone! You also have our personal pages: Charlie Alexander Beaumont Richard J . E Stead . Wheeler If you have questions about the site or would like to contact us, please do so here.

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Hello! Gamers and book worms.

Hello! Gamers and book worms.

Today, I've started a blog about two things I love. Books and Gaming. A bit about me: My name is Charlie Alexander Beaumont, Writing is something I love, gaming is something I love, and reading is something I love; I'm in my element here. I like to read books about movies that have just come out and see which I like better. Audiobooks and podcasts will probably get a good mention here too. As for gaming, well I like RPG offline... sorry. I play most anything, but for me, there is nothing better than an RPG.

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